I honestly don’t know what to think right now. Everything just feels so bad. I know I’m not exactly the perfect person for her and all, but do I really deserve this? I guess not the right question to ask right now. Because maybe I really do.

Ok, lets review what the predicament is all about. I was talking to her in the phone this morning. By the way she was sounding, I felt that she was troubled about something. Although at first I couldn’t really put my finger to it but on the latter part I got a hint. I somehow got a drift of what we were standing on. It actually felt like de javu. While I was talking to her, I felt a slight pinch in my chest. Not like an ant bite. Rather it was more like a vice grip on my heart.